KIRBYDUDE

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  1. 2 hours ago, Micky_Tohmpson said:

    I keep feeling my old crush in my dreams. I say that because I cannot physically see her. The only thing I will ever see is brunette hair. I don't go to school anymore so I do not know what she looks like anymore. But I can feel her presence. It's like I don't want to be anywhere else but that dream. I tried really hard to get her in lucid dreams along time ago but It never worked out, so now when I feel her in my dreams It's the best. 

     

    I cant handle woman. I get obbsesd and dont have the courage to talk to them. My last crush turned in one of my biggest enemies. She is stalking me now.

    Its crazy. I transformd in a good person because of it.


  2. @LuciousTimes
    Not really. But i really like doom and heavy metal. Also i had a lot of bad habits.

    The demons made do a lot of things you could describe as sins.

    -Watching porn a lot.
    -Drink and drugs a lot.
    -Swear a lot (i am toxic waste)
    -Played a lot of Postal (It's a game where you shoot helpless people)

    A game design teacher at school put a mirror in front of me teaches me a big lesson.
    Since then i am aware of these "demons".
    I am really quickly addicted to things. Lucky for now that is Splatoon2 and Mario Kart 8.
    But before then it was weed, booze, a girl i was obsessed whit. and the dark side of the internet.

    I have been in an asylum for 2 times now. And i don't wanna go for another time, its not fun.

    It's crazy to think that the people who bullied me actually helped me to get a better and safer life.
    I make game for a living now. Something i always wanted as a child. My current game is about a war in a wash machine.

    If there is a religion for me it's black sabbath.
    They sing Computer God a song about a modern religion.
     

    Hackers are the one whit true power these days. They are the god of this area of time.


  3. 10 hours ago, KIRBYDUDE said:

    The SJW on grafisch lyceum utrecht are nuts. They dont know what justice is. Only hate and evil. One day their disease wil be cured.

    This gonna be one hell of a alternate reality game. Whit guns action and lots of fun.

     

    Maybe the guns and the cure is something i wont do. But the idea of what happened drives me crazy.

    @LuciousTimes I bought an nintendo switch from the money i saved from not spending it on drugs.
    So you could say the help is paying off. Its like the demons in me are gone or tame or something.


  4. The SJW on grafisch lyceum utrecht are nuts. They dont know what justice is. Only hate and evil. One day their disease wil be cured.

    This gonna be one hell of a alternate reality game. Whit guns action and lots of fun.


  5. I hate social justice warriors. Not what they stand for but how they act. They are bullies. They should help people and bring peace to the world.
    But they just humiliate people they don't agree whit. I learned that aspies and SJW dont mix wel. Of course 4chan is bad. Harassing women is bad.
    Using drugs is bad. But bulling is just not the key. They need to talk whit there victim on the subject. Tell them its bad and there are better ways. Not shout at them.

    Of course if you talk to a bully and tell them its bad to bully you should be angry.
    But is it necessary to traumatize them.

    The only thing they under stand is the social part. there is no justice. Once they act they become monsters.

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  6. 4 minutes ago, Micky_Tohmpson said:

    Today is my birthday. Just another day. Actually I kinda feel depressed. 

    Also I'm reading mein kampf and i'm on page 245 and I think I am slowly turning into a nazi. 

     

    Please don't be a nazi


  7. I will always be amazed by that teacher that thought i had an vacation at a asylum. It was not an vacation.
    That same teacher also stalked me and accused me of crimes i never did. He also bullied me from school because he thought i faked my Asperger.
    I love that guy he teaches me a wise lesson. Never stalk a girl your obsess whit. Seek help because a lot of bad things can happen when people think you're a stalker.
    The bullying on school went so bad, i only did more drugs. It was one big delirium. I played live like it was a video game. And i lost.